快一点，慢一点

某个 moment ， 会希望时间走得快一些，
例如，上班想着下班，下班想着周末。
周末想着发薪水的月底。
现在想着下个月和我想念的大家的聚会。

其他的时间，我则希望他们可以停下来。
不要过三十的生日，爸爸妈妈不要老去，
睡醒可以赖很久的床，假日不要就这样过去。
连续集不要大结局后就没了，和朋友难得见面不要就这样散了。

如果老天爷给我们自己支配时间，这个世界大概没两天就末日了。
所以，时间依然跟随着它本来该有的速度，一秒一秒，no mercy。

但愿 621 可以“无惊无险”地到来。

想呐喊啊！

有没有哪个有钱的好人要养我？
可不可以把房子车子卖掉把工作辞掉一走了之？

荷尔蒙作祟很不想上班很烦躁很泄气中。。。

To my bestie, and myself...

I told my best friend this, but in fact I'm telling myself too:

A person who doesn't know how to swim would start to struggle to live when he's drowning.
Panic hits him and then he starts to grab and pull everything around him just to live, including those hands which are trying to save him.
But that would normally drown him even faster, or worst, drown someone who's trying to save him.

The fact that he may not have a clear mind to realise at that very moment, is he need to let go, stop struggling and let it go by the flow. The awesome thing about how we were created, is when we stop struggling, we float on our own.

He may not be heading to where he wanted while he's floating, but eventually, savior will come, or he might even reach a land where he could stand again. Only one condition applies, Never Give Up!

Who know's we might even learn how to swim?

I wish my friend could figure a way out not to panic while she's drowning. I hope she's happy like she always does. I'm hoping the same for myself too.